The End R End of the team of Kenobi and Skywalker.

Title: The End
Author helgaleena helgaleenas@yahoo.com
Rating: R
Archive/Distribution: yes submitted to Ob-Ani, Sith_chicks, Order66, ForceHaven
Category Slash POV angst non-con
Spoilers: ROTS

Summary: Vader's POV just before the duel on Mustafar. End of the team of Kenobi and Skywalker.
Warnings: dialogue differs from movie a bit, but I am trying to stay canon

Disclaimer: Lucas is the god of Star Wars and owns everything. I am nothing.
 Authors Notes-- contains my theory of Obi-Ani-Padme-Qui. Written for the Order 66 Challenge at livejournal.com


"Though General Grievous has been stopped, an indication of Kenobi's triumph, I am certain that your former master will not escape from Order Sixty-six." Sidious was smirking, enjoying the distress that his apprentice was struggling not to display.

No-- he can't be dead-- I would have felt it!
" I would have felt it..." He hadn't realized he was saying it aloud.

"Would you, young Lord Vader? Are you certain?" The being to which he had sworn allegiance, whom once he had thought of as a friend, was leering at him knowingly. He could have heard every thought in his head, effortlessly and without compunction. Sidious...even as his words reached his ear, the apprentice felt certainty deserting him, frightened off by the will forces of the Sith. But Vader refused to give in.

 I knew it, I knew the mission to Utapau would be dangerous for him without me. I knew they should have let me go with him... But the Jedi Order stood between him and his loves no longer. And no matter what, he was sure Obi-Wan still lived. He would heed the summons being broadcast by the Temple beacons. And when his presence was near enough, his beloved would be there, waiting. He would not die like the rest. He will return safely to me, thought the former Anakin Skywalker. That is my will, and so it will happen.

Pity about the younglings. But they gave their lives in the cause of peace and order. The Force will accept them readily. School's out, kids.

"You think you need him, do you?"

Palpatine was still invading his head. He was getting used to the sensation, oddly enough. Suddenly, a wave of pure pleasure began to corruscate up and down his body, even as he stood there in the Supreme Chancellor's office. It circled his genitals like invisible hands, massaged his mouth and throat, rocked his hips, made him gasp before he realized what was happening. Palpatine chuckled.

Vader whirled to face his superior, breathing hard. "Get out," he snarled.

"No, apprentice, not until I am ready to leave." And the young Darth found himself racked with sharp spasms of ecstasy, blood rushing to his head and groin, till finally he fell to his knees, crying out in orgasm and in humiliation. He raised himself slowly, feeling soiled, clothes sticking to his crotch, to see his new master chortling and fondling himself.

"Shall I do it again?" he said, licking his pasty lips.

Vader didn't answer. He simply diverted all his mental resources to personal shielding. He felt the presence of Palpatine--no, not his old friend, but this new reality, this Sidious!-- receding, gradually like a scummy ebb tide on a water planet, from the fixtures of his mind. He felt great hatred. He fed it into the shields.

He would kill this Sidious. Soon. Never again, he vowed...

"I am departing for Mustafar to carry out your orders-- Master." He straightened his robes, bowed, and withdrew. Sidious was still chuckling, still groping at himself, as the doors closed.

He changed clothes completely and used the fresher, scrubbing until he felt somewhat cleaner, before stopping to see Padme. She would be worried at the smoke rising from the occupied Temple complex. Their children might be adversely affected by their mother's anxieties. For his family's sake, he would set her mind at ease as much as he could.

Later, on Mustafar, the command center was littered with the corpses of the war-mongering Separatist leadership. Young Vader left the stink of mingling bodily substances behind, to stare from the balcony upon a molten river, to be buffeted by the heated air currents generated by the cooling of liquid metals.

He couldn't leave yet. Sidious was coming. Sharply he curbed his imagination of what uses his master might make of the corpses. Purely ceremonially, of course.

Tracks of tears were drying in the furnace-like breeze. If only it were Obi-wan he was meeting here. Then this whole infernal scene would be completely insignificant. They would be too busy congratulating each other on being alive, with peace before them. But no, there was still Sidious in their way. Hatred flared his nostrils---

I'm going to kill him. Right here, and pile his disgusting remains with all the others. But not before I cut off his dick and stuff it down his throat. He knows I want to. The only reason he's still coming is because he thinks I won't do it yet. Little does he know. I don't value his lure of eternal life now. Not eternal life as a sex-toy to him.

I'll wipe him out like the infestation he is, then rule for as long as it takes, then go with Qui-gon...

In this strange moment of decision, he truly longed to communicate with Qui-gon Jinn, feel his deceased Master's reassurance. I will do it, Master, he tried to send to that spirit. I will bring balance. But it was so much harder without Obi-wan.

His Force-assisted senses informed him of the arrival of a small ship at the classified landing area. It was the wrong ship, though. He sensed no vacuum of darkness pulling at him, the essence of Sidious. Instead he felt love, and sorrow, and -- Padme!!

With the shock of this development, the sense of his deceased mentor seemed to fly completely away, to be replaced by her questing thoughts of him. She was fine, just terribly agitated. He hurried forward, to shield her from the sight of the command center and its contents. She might not appreciate how he'd--- redecorated.

"Anakin--"

"Padme, what are you doing here?" He drank in the sight of her, even when she was in a panic. She rushed down the ramp to him, and he raised her hands to his lips to kiss them.

"Oh, Anakin, Obi-wan has been telling me terrible things about you-- he said you killed the children in the Temple---"

Obi-wan? He was all right! --but wrong to tell her these things, though, in her condition.

"Do you really believe that?" He smiled at her, his sunlight. Nothing mattered except that she cared for him, was trying to protect him. The details would resolve themselves later.

"He's going to try to kill you, Ani!" Now that he really couldn't believe. He snorted dismissively, still smiling. Whoever had told her that was going to pay for causing her such fear.

"It's true." An all-too familiar voice echoed from the companionway of the vessel. Padme whirled around, shocked at the sound, then whirled again to face her husband.

"You--" The word came from Vader's throat like a reptilian hiss.

Their eyes met, blue and green bleached yellow in the deep reds of Mustafar's atmosphere. Obi-wan. My love. How can you mean that?

Oh, yes, he meant it. And he had come from Coruscant. He had followed the summons to the Temple, survived to see the carnage, without any explanations from his partner. And he had come to his own conclusions.

And then he poured poison into my poor wife's ears! How dare he! How could he! And made her bring him here---

Suddenly the whole world turned inside out. The green of Obi's eyes was red. Up was down. Black was white. Friend was foe, love was death--- and the red haze in his vision was the perfect solution to it all....

"You-- brought-- him-- here--"

Padme's throat was swelling shut, as he Force-pushed her, inch by inch, away from him. Her punishment would come later, after she lost consciousness, after he dealt with Obi-wan. Her wild, beautiful brown eyes at last began to glaze over, and he eased her gently to the pavement.

Obi-wan had rushed forward as if to prevent his dealing with Padme, but had wisely refrained from coming between husband and wife. But he looked appalled. Hypocrite. He's here to kill me, after all.

"She's fine, she's alive," he assured the traitorous, beloved meddler. Fury was eating him up, so he channeled it into personal invulnerability. Unless he could talk sense into Obi-wan, he might need that. But sense, could he remember what that was?

Obi-wan was shielding his own throat from a similar choke, which was only prudent, considering the huddled example of the unconscious Padme before them.

"Padme is innocent in this." Yes, right, whatever you say, former boss.

"Why should I believe you?" he spat.
The hatred was boiling out of him now, the surrounding Force-currents prickling with it. A tiny segment of him, ever on guard, reminded him not to shoot Force-lightning from his hand, or he might fry the circuitry.

"Let her go, Anakin." Obi-wan was circling, trying to draw him farther from his wife, his children, thinking he would endanger them-- ridiculous slander to think that. Further rage flared.

"You will not take her from me!!" He began to pace back and forth, layering the swirls of Force into a wall between her and Obi-wan. With every stride, grief tainted his rage.

We were a team. We shared everything, even her love. How could you do this, key to my heart? How did you upend all my plans for us into this red furnace of betrayal? But Obi-wan was keeping his mind closed. He had to yell.

"How could you do this, Obi-wan? The way you made me feel---" Yes, you made me, grew me this way, used my love for you, pushed my buttons, jerked my heart around--- " I would do anything for you, dammit! Anything! I am even kissing Sith ass for you---"

That brought up some disgusting memories. Grimacing, he continued to pace. Obi-wan merely shut his eyes, hands at his sides.

"I have brought peace to the galaxy, do you realize that? Once I'm done with Sidious you could rule at my side! Do you hear me?"

Obi-wan was as still as an ivory statue in the flickering red light. His face was blank and empty of both joy and sorrow. Slowly, he opened his eyes, shook his head--no. No. And his green light-sabre ignited. It had been in his hand all along.

Darth Vader's eyes filled with tears. The next moment they evaporated in the maelstrom of his rage, and he rushed forward with is own sabre set to clash with that of the man he had loved.

So, Obi didn't care if he lived or died, now. To him, there was only the Force. And if it was going to take the murder of this duplicitous lover to bring down Sidious, Vader would do that, too. He would still have Padme. He would still have his children.

And, in some other place, Padme and Qui-gon held each other and cried.


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Late Night Feeding Obi-Ani AU R

this is an Obi- Ani AU slashfic where Padme died but Ani didn't turn. He and Obi are raising the twins.

   The prequel, of sorts, is In Between Changes, here-- http://www.livejournal.com/community/starwars_slash/21361.html 


Title:      Late Night Feeding
Series:   post ROTS
Author    helgaleena   helgaleenas@yahoo.com
Rating:   R
Archive/Distribution:   yes.
Category   Slash  POV  AU
Spoilers:   possible explanation of Leia's memories of mother
Summary:  Obi-wan and Anakin try to make up for Padme's loss to the twins
Warnings:  in this AU, Ani has not turned, and Padme is dead
Disclaimer:  Lucas is the god of Star Wars and owns everything. I am nothing.
Authors Notes-- contains my theory of Obi-Ani-Padme-Qui.  Relies heavily on my fic Dreams Come True, but stands alone.



It's the middle of the night.  But when Anakin smiles, the sun is out.  I cannot believe the blessing of it, sometimes.  And I think that caring for our Luke and Leia has given him the greatest percentage of smiles in the entire history of the team of Kenobi and Skywalker.  We are glad about this assignment.  He's smiling now, through his tears.

There was no physical reason for Padme to die, and yet she did. Somehow she and Darth Sidious exited this world at nearly the same time.  Mace Windu prevailed over the Sith formerly known as Palpatine, and Ani came to my rescue on Utapau, just as the twins decided to enter life, and their mother left it.

The Senate has to do without its valiant Nubian leader of the loyal opposition.  The Imperial Party has to do without its Nubian would-be Emperor, as well.  The Republic is, frankly, a disintegrating mess, being carved up by bickering Moffs and trade cartels.  More importantly to us, these two beautiful beings have to do without their mother.  They have two fathers instead, at least until they are old enough for the creche.

The Force is strong in them, these children of prophecy, so Jedi they will be.  Twin Jedi are rare, and precious for their innate bond.  Ani and I may even be fortunate enough to train them as padawans, or at least assist.

But at four in the morning, the past looms more heavily over us than the future.  Two men wielding two formula bottles are simply not the same, for us or for them.

I have Luke this time.  It's incredibly soothing to have an infant gazing up at you, absorbing comfort flesh to flesh as he drinks, imperiously informing you that this is your proper station in life, to see to him.  What's more, he has his father's beautiful eyes. Luke is rewarding me for my attentions, every moment.

Like his father, he's fond of my hairy chest.  Luke is being a very good baby tonight.  One wetting, from which he doesn't chill because I am holding him so closely, and his little blue searchlights drift shut; his mouth gradually releases the nipple.  I set him in his crib, summon the nurse droid to change him, and he sleeps through the whole business.

I cross to where Anakin is nursing Leia.  Big waves of joy and loss are rolling from him, flooding our bond.  We've been through this a dozen times now.  If Luke has his father's eyes, Leia has her mother's.  It's impossible not to think of Padme around her little girl.  That's why we always take turns with the twins' feeding.  We both know exactly what they are missing.  If one of us attempted to feed the two of them, we'd be overwhelmed, especially my dear widower.

Because Padme had been lactating before she died.  And she let us taste-- both of us.  We have shared what belongs by rights to these children, but which they will never know--- essence of Padme.  The Force doesn't explain such seeming injustices to beings.  But it makes possible daily miracles, such as what happens next.

My beloved's face is doing that thing it did when he had his vision of the spirit of Shmi, his mother.  Both cheeks are slick with falling tears, his ridiculously long lashes all spiked, yet he has on his horizon-wide grin.  My heart skips a beat, then pumps extra blood into my arms, that are reaching out to him and his obviously puzzled baby daughter.

I enfold them both.  "Shield, Anakin; you're confusing the baby."  Indeed, she's stopped nursing, though her hunger is not abated.  She sees and feels sorrow mixed with her father's love of her.

Meeting my eyes instead of Leia's, Anakin recalls his center, and his shields go up.  Leia, reassured, begins to feed again.

"I can't look at her, Obi-wan. Not right now.  Distract me."

For Force sake, he's the one distracting me!  I'll gladly feast my eyes and hands upon the look and feel of naked Anakin in the middle of the night!  I'd like to lick up those tears, to start with,  then get his ear into my mouth and--- never mind, Leia comes first.

We just maintain eye contact, unless the casual lick of his lips drives me to plant a gentle kiss upon that lusciousness, now and then.  I'm trying my best not to interrupt what he's doing for Leia. My stroking up and down his spine is merely meant to comfort.

Slowly but surely Leia is satisfied, and drifts into slumber.  I kiss my Anakin again, reward for a job well done.  Now that we have no witness, we can express ourselves more freely.

"Just let me set her down--"

"Right here is fine love; she didn't wet."  And Leia is settled into a nest of bedding that smells of us.

I am on my knees before my Anakin.  He breathes in deeply, held in the loose circle of my arms, and tries to explain himself, blinking away his eyes' abating wetness.

"I swear, Obi-wan, she was right behind me. Looking over my shoulder." His mouth trembles.  We know of whom he speaks-- Padme, our beloved ghost.

"Yes, she does that sometimes."  The hand idly stroking my chest hair is stilled.

"Force!  --to you, too?"

"Oh, yes; but I wasn't her husband, you know.  It doesn't affect me so deeply, love."

"Obi---"  those large, delicately built hands, one real and one plast, go around my neck--  "just hold me."    So  I do.  I pull him hard against me, down onto my bent knees, onto my lap, his hips covering mine.

And I hold.  I bury my face in him. I drown in the smell of him. His sighs are evolving into rapid breathing of another kind.

Then I bury my fingers in him.  His muscles pulse around them, and he moans in agreement.  I stop his mouth up with kisses, drinking deep of his sweetness. He's got such a delicious tongue, and it's in me now, where I can really savor it.

Later, I bury my entire self in him.  Anakin is still, one gasping intake of breath all he needs to relax around me.  This is perfection, and we know it.  Weeping moisture comes from him, and I rub it gently into the head of his organ, push it back flat against his own smooth belly.  And then, as he trembles, I begin to move.

It doesn't take long for us to come together, my toes digging into the carpeting, Anakin's legs thrashing the air behind me until he slumps forward, smiling again, for one last lick of  the saltiness of my brow.  I put us back onto the bed, glued together by his fragrant semen.  We need to rest.



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This is the kind of miracle we could use every day.  We are back with Qui-gon, our deceased master, and Padme, our deceased mother, upon the plane of dreams.

Bodily intimacy is different here. We are within one another like a set of nesting dolls, that toy familiar as a nick-nack in many cultures.  This time, Qui-gon appears to be peeking out of our hearts, rather than part of the landscape.  And Padme is the layer closest around us.  I can taste the honey of her milk again, the perfume of her vanished flesh.  It causes me to hug Anakin that much tighter to me.

As if we could be any closer and still have two heads!  It really is hard to tell, this time, which limb is whose.

But someone else is here, too. I can hardly believe it-- in the midst of us all are the tiny brown eyes of Leia-- she is looking up at radiant dream-Padme.

I guess proximity to our intimacy has brought her along with us.  I wonder if she'll recall this later in life, as reality or as dream.  Who cares, really...Thank the Force for whatever this might be.  We are one here, and a cocoon around her and Luke.  The twin-bond twinkles between her and her sleeping brother like diamonds.



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Reluctantly I feel Anakin stirring under me, and shift to let him rise.

"Ugh-- don't you want to rinse off?"

"No,  I like the smell of you on me, love."  I smile lazily as he picks up Leia and replaces her in her crib, never waking her.  The empty bedclothes are easily untangled by a Force-touch, to cover myself in Anakin's absence.  I hear the fresher begin to run in the next chamber.

I smell the bed-clothes;  hmm, they are getting a little bit rank, actually.   Perhaps clean sheets are in order, to welcome my love's clean self back to bed.  I rise, wrapping the dirty ones around me.

After that, perhaps I'll join him in the fresher; I need to make sure he's smiling.



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originally posted June 2005  here
the rest of my obi-ani slash through here--
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In Between Changes Obi-Ani AU

Title: In Between Changes
Series: post ROTS, AU
Author helgaleena helgaleenas@yahoo.com
Rating: R
Archive/Distribution: yes submitted to Obi-Ani, Sith_chicks, ForceHaven, Like My Father Before Me
Category Slash AU
Spoilers: no
Summary: Obi-wan and Anakin grapple with parenthood
Warnings: In this AU, Anakin has not turned and Padme has died. Disclaimer: Lucas is the god of Star Wars and owns everything. I am nothing.
Authors Notes-- contains my theory of Obi-Ani-Padme-Qui.



"Damn-- Leia's got a chill off her wet nappy again."

Anakin sighed, and pulled himself out of his partner's sleepy embrace. "I have got to get that nurse droid programmed better. The hydrosensor didn't set off the correct alarms... Nurse, change Leia."

"Understood." The nurse droid's flexible arms and rolling torso approached the crib, where a whimpering Leia broadcast her distress to her exceptionally attuned parents. Anakin stood by, letting his daughter's tiny fist wrap around his finger, as the droid attended to her discomfort. Then he eased her back into the slumber of a rapidly growing infant.

Obi-wan had witnessed this whole incident from the comfort of the bed. He lay with his ruddy brown hair and beard pillowed upon one arm, the striking pattern of his chest hairs arrowing downwards, to be interrupted by the veil of the bedclothes. He smiled at the young father, standing naked and unself-conscious in the half-light of Coruscant's night, his golden skin a tantalizing contrast to the flanking metallic droid. They were lucky that both twins weren't discomfited this time; when Luke joined his sister in distress, it was as if a dozen children cried. Neither of them could withstand that misery for long.

At least the disturbance was giving him a chance to appreciate the view of Anakin's lithe body, as he bent to the control console of the now quiescent nurse droid. It was a damn fine ass that squatted before him now, with those long lean thighs bent to brush the heels of those elegant, flexed feet.

"The circuit to the hydrosensor is completely off-line. I'm going to have to deal with it in the morning." Anakin brushed back the long loose locks from his forehead in frustration.

"I have something else for you to deal with," said Obi-wan.

Anakin swiveled onto one knee, his piercing eyes archly returning his partner's gaze, full lips curving in humor. "Why, I wonder what that could be..."

Still on his knees, he bent over Obi-wan, his even features lowering to shadow the brightness of his lover's bearded countenance. Teasingly he rubbed his stubbled cheek over the expectant mouth, then snaked out his tongue to ring the places he'd irritated. With a growl, Obi-wan darted to capture the younger man's mouth with his own, pulling them together tightly.

An answering embrace from Anakin pulled Obi to the very edge of the bed, raising him onto one hip. He ran his metal hand up and down Obi's spine, relishing the shivers this caused.

Reflexively Obi's legs curled up; then he rose to sitting position upon the edge of the bed, never breaking the kiss with which he was sucking up the nectar of Anakin's mouth. Anakin had begun to moan softly at the fervor Obi-wan was displaying for this task. Obi-wan punctuated what he was doing to remark,

"Hush, don't wake them again."

"You started this!" chuckled Anakin, placing himself snugly between Obi's knees. But he did lower the volume of his outbursts considerably. Obi-wan began to press forward against the heated, muscular torso of his beloved, rubbing his sex against its firm warmth.

With yet another groan, Anakin let his mouth trail caresses down the hairs of Obi's chest, discovering and worshipping a nipple, fingers toying with the other, coaxing an answering groan from Obi-wan. Anakin's smooth back was kneaded invigoratingly by his enthusiastic hands, as the younger man's kisses roamed ever lower.

At last Ani's mouth reached its intended destination, and engulfed his lover's rosy organ. Obi-wan had great difficulty keeping silent himself, now, as Anakin's knowing tongue was texturizing every bump and groove of the shaft, while a constant suction teased the head.

//Give it to me, lover; feed me// he heard through the Force, a communication which completely unmanned him. And so he came. "Ohmygods," he whispered.

Anakin smirked to himself as he milked up the delicious flavor of Obi-wan. What a consummate Jedi master, always in charge of himself whatever the circumstance. Yet he was trembling all over now, like a leaf about to fall. He let Anakin push him backward, and ease his own member into his waiting mouth.

Anakin's eyes rolled up into his head at the sensations caused by his former master's mouth upon him. He supported himself upon his arms over the face of his beloved, as Obi's tongue began leisurely to stroke him, as his beard batted gently against his balls.

Obi-wan pressed the golden ass of Anakin closer to his fortunate face. He knew it wouldn't be long until he was on the receiving end of things. The spicy, hormonal scent of Anakin surrounded him like precipitation from the dark cloud of his hovering body. He helped himself to handfuls of that beloved ass. The head of that long cock was banging him into the bed right between the ears. It was marvelous. Saliva sprang out and rolled down his throat, showing the way for what was to come.

Anakin was trying to delay, to fully enjoy what Obi's talented lips were doing to him, but all too soon he was bucking wildly into that throat, grunting out his pleasure as quietly as he could before the inevitable fountaining into his appreciative beloved. His arms shook as he labored not to collapse and smother those green eyes gazing up so provocatively, as the moustached mouth surrounded him to clean him out completely, and the strong fingers dug into his behind so deeply. With a final twitch to either side, Obi-wan tickled his inner thighs with his matchless chest hairs, and he was thoroughly undone.

"Aaaah," he hissed, and fell down like a ceiling onto Obi-wan. His lover gently slid him downwards, through the slickness of their combined sweat, until his feet touched the floor again. And there they rested.



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Qui-gon and Padme rested, too.

The four corners of their quadruplicity rested, foursquare, upon the plane of dreams. Life and death were just passing seasons here. In the center of them, two precious blossoms of light unfolded, for the good of the galaxy. These lucky childern had four parents, two in life.

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"Damn, it's Luke this time." A shrill whine was piercing the night, but Anakin couldn't be bothered to raise his head from the furred chest upon which he lay. It was Obi-wan's turn.

Obi croaked out the command. "Nurse, change Luke."

"Understood." And as the nurse rolled to its task, the two fathers settled in to catch what sleep they could.



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the story continues in Late Night Feeding